i didn't go to school today.

i am just a big mess right now, i don't know what to do.

this week is probably one of the the worst weeks i'll be having.

today wasn't my best day.

depression is my worst enemy.

really when it decides to pay a visit, it doesn't leave in a hurry.

i realise i am really depressed when not in school.

i guess school distracts me.

from now on, i guess i'll make an effort to attend school, even when

i am sick.

otherwise i'l lose my mind.

today i was lying on the bed, decided to take a shower

and suddenly i was tearing. and then before i knew it the tears were just running

down my face.

and i have NO CLUE why.